I'm melting...Melting...Oh what a world, what a world...

I decided that I was going to loose weight for my wedding. COME HELL or HIGH WATER that was going to happen...funny thing I should say that because there is major danger of flooding because of all the rain that we have had, and all the snow. So the High water is coming first. That makes me angry because ...well now I really have to stick to that plan. I don't know how I am going to do it. This is my logical thinking though...If that Anna Nicole-Smith can do it well there is no way I can't. I am three size smaller then she is. I had to sit and think about a few things that have gone on this week 1) I had to actually admit that my diet doesn't start Monday it starts right this seconds...because THIS ASS is not going to be oh so pretty when I have to put it on. 2) At what point do you say enough is enough? Think the star wars. After the last two that was released, you would think that people would have just given Lucas the finger istead of 7.75 for a ticket. Uh no people are loving it. I can't understand it, Luke was a whiny bitch and in the end he was the hero. Hans got whiped BAD by a chick that had to Cinnabuns strapped to her head. The only one that was Hard Core was Darth Vader, and he gets his ASS CREAMED but the Biggest BITCH in the galaxy, Luke. In knowing this at a very tender, young innocent age, I didn't find it a nessecity to see episode 1. When I finally did , I was pissed. My whole 1.50 was wasted on crappy kid in a "Pod racer" and it made me sad to see how UN GOOD looking Ewan McGreggor was. I loved him Oh so much even in Trainspotting when he was this wicked crack whore. I think the most UNGOOD LOOKING thing you could do to a person is make them have a rat tail that was only popular in the 80's for all of two seconds(like MOST if not ALL of 80's fashion). There for why in HELL would people think that this is the same of a nessecity like EATING, CLOTHING, or BREATHING. Episode 2 we find ourselves being further subjected to this kid who Begins his whining early. I walked away from this movie understanding that Lucas must like his men whiny bitches, or just acting like HIS bitch(did I say that)? I got so tired of thie main character talking about how this was unfair, and that is unfair...well interestingly enough...I learned at LIFE in general is unfair. Well it looks like it's all relation here...that whiny bitch didn't fall far from the whiney bitch tree.
I have decided that the diet starts Monday.